Blurry, Puddle of Mudd

Ash and Me.
This was my Universal Drunk Face. 
I think it still might be.  I think that this
was taken on my 23rd birthday. I look like I
have Tootsie Rolls in my cheeks. 
What's with the squirrel cheeks?

My sister, Ashli, and I were talking about this song the other day and how weird it is that it actually takes us back to a time when we were so sad.  She heard it a couple of days ago and felt sadness.  It's been a long time!  We were both going through breakups when this song came out and we used to sit on the porch and cry.  Well, she cried.  I was happy about my breakup.  Not happy about it, but actually ecstatic.  Although, I was still broken and kind of spiraling out of control for a minute because my life was different and that just seems to be what happens after a breakup.  I didn't miss him though, that's for sure.  I cried for different reasons. 

Summer 2003

I had never stepped into a bar at 22 and Ash and I definitely had a good summer together, even if sprung from pain and the end of relationships.  We had fun partying at night, but in the day, I used to sit with her while she cried.   

This really is such a sad song.

"Blurry"

http://www.vevo.com/watch/puddle-of-mudd/blurry/USIV20110056#/watch/puddle-of-mudd/blurry/USIV20110056

Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing? Imagine where you are?
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it my face

Everyone is changing
There's no one left that's real
To make up your own ending
And let me know just how you feel
'Cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
And you could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing? I wonder where you are?
There's oceans in between us But that's not very far

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it my face
This pain you gave to me

Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you when to run away
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you when to run away

Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it my face
This pain you gave to me
No this pain you gave to me
This pain you gave to me
You take it all
You take it all away
Explain again to me
You take it all away
Explain again to me
Take it all away
Explain again Explain again Explain again